the one thing that i miss the most about my dad is not being able to see him and not being able to talk or yell at him or argue with him lmao but all i have to do is remember that he never want anyone to cry for him and never wanted anyone GRIEVE over him.All i have left is memmories not as much as my brothers or my mom but theres nothing i can do to change that.i think thats what hurts the most for me.further more all i can say at this time is I LOVE AND MISS HIM WITH ALL MY HEART.R.I.P